Friday, March 13, 2009

Change

Well I don’t really know what I want to write about so I will just write what comes to my mind. First off I am so sick of people doubting what I am capable of doing just because of my past. I am also sick of people telling me I have changed then they tell me that I haven’t done anything to change. people I guess just don’t pay attention to everything that I have been trying to do just to make them happy. I only think they pay attention to the bad stuff. The only person that I think does truly pay attention to the positive stuff that I do is my girlfriend. I feel like she really does care about how I am feeling because she notices when something is wrong. And when I do something she does not just focus on the bad stuff that I do she also pays attention to the positive stuff that I have done and it feels good hearing what I do that is good instead of always hearing all of the bad stuff that I have done. And I also hate how people judge me because of my past because I truly do think people can change. I am not saying that I have totally changed. But in the areas that I feel like I have nobody seems to notice the change that I have made in those areas I cant change everything all at once but I am trying.

By angelo

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I agree, sometimes you do something really good and you feel like it's something out of this world but no one notices. It sucks when your not being noticed but you do begin to learn to do things for yourself not for others. Keep it up man.

Anonymous said...

ya i understand you homie i feel the same and when you do something wrong they notice it but something good they dont

Anonymous said...

Keep your girlfriend close to you, and don't hurt her. It is rare that we find another human being who is that loving of us.

Nick B.

Anonymous said...

I feel what your saying, its often easier to see the negitave things people do. Its best to just keep your head up and know that your changing(:

Anonymous said...

i think change is impossible
angelo