So I’ve been thinking about this a lot. Since lately things have been kind of bad, not only for me but, for others in the same boat. You know how foster/proctor care is supposed to be awesome and things are supposed to go really great? Well, lately things have been falling apart in some of my friend’s homes, and I’m a little weary about it. Like in their homes we are supposed to technically feel comfortable, not feeling like you would rather be in d.t than there. Or being locked up for the rest of the foster care days. My foster sister M is feeling really resentful and hateful against my foster mom, even though in my opinion she is relaxed and doesn’t have as much rules as most foster/proctor homes. I mean of course my friends…some of their homes are totally and completely a waste of time. Like if you wanted to get put down that much you might as well go to jail where all they do is put you down because at d.t you don’t get put down AS much. At their homes your supposed to feel like your at home and comfortable. Not going to bed crying and crying from all the things they said to you. And as for your own family, your foster parents are not supposed to put them down or make them feel awkward. So basically, I guess you could say I’m most angry that homes are doing that to their kids and putting them down. It just irritates me, because your supposed to feel safe and relaxed. Not uptight at them or anything.

Natasha